Here we go again. Another day passed, Met new people and was in crosshairs. Still finding a job. Anything I can. It doesn’t matter. Just want to earn and get a place of my own and stop worrying about where they will come from. I want to start focusing on music. How I can start.
There are a lot of things I want to do. But there are things I need to do to do the things I want. I have been all over the place. At least I think like that. To some, I have done nothing and to most, they don’t even know me. So assumptions. But I have a lot in mind and it’s hard to sleep at night and even remember I have to eat. Shit, I do need to eat.
But I do know, it is a good thing. I don’t want to be in comfort right now. And there are women all around. I don’t want to be distracted by a pussy. I mean I like fucking and women and the whole package. But from time to time I need to go out there and find a release and I don't pay for a fuck.
I don’t even know what this post is going to be at the end of this. Just some random bunch of paragraphs. Not make any sense. If it does to you, please let me know. I need some sense. Or so I am trying to.
Things are going at their own pace. The uncertainty is high. The play has started. She’s coming back to meet me from France and I have to change city because I got to make more money. Let’s see what happens.
You should listen to my music and help me make some money. Buy my book. or not. But even if you're reading this thank you.
Ronil is a performing musician and Songwriter since 2010. He likes to write poetry as well. #thesilverbackfam