Here he is again. He was staring at the blank screens and other people in the hostel. It has been a minute since he’s been spending some time here. But he has been out, for something. He’s meeting new people, new musicians. He drops a paper and goes to a…

It was hard keeping up with the practice. IT was only a month of it and he was holding him back and holding himself from typing that one sentence that can take him to the other side of the sun and the moon and the little things that are never…

And here I go again. I have been having trouble sleeping for a long time. It started after I came from Ukraine. The past week has been alright. I could sleep, not as much as I'd like but I am not on a coffee diet. My blood pressure dropped a…

So I was able to sleep last night. Of course, there was alcohol involved but not the amount I usually need to pass out. Well, Sex helped. But I'm getting close. close to sleep without alcohol. I found out that I need to be tired to sleep. Coffee has always…

I think it's been a week since I haven't written worth of any information or my thoughts in order. I guess I needed some time to do that. I have been seeing this flash of my Ukrainian time and it has been hard to sleep. I was waking up in…

There it is again. Staring at the blank screen and the cursor blink. I am trying to keep it together. I think I might have to change the city. I have faith that I would get some work in Porto. I am trying, sending my application for all kinds of…

It’s Saturday. The weekend as the people who work say. I don’t have that concept. I am always working in my head. Being an artist of any sort requires you to work 24/7 365. That’s what I think because I am always in my head. I started at the screen and the cursor blinked for an hour and I thought ‘i should write something.’ So, this is me, just writing and writing. Trying to make sense of my thoughts. sometimes I can, most of the time I have no idea and I just ramble on. Today, I can’t. Because I need some sleep.

It has been some time now, I have been trying to keep a habit to write every day. With the lifestyle I live, I need this. I need this to move ahead in life. writing blog posts every day or at least try is to get into my practice again…

Here we go again. Another day passed, Met new people and was in crosshairs. Still finding a job. Anything I can. It doesn’t matter. Just want to earn and get a place of my own and stop worrying about where they will come from. I want to start focusing on…